Self-Portrait. Necklace by Frombeyond dolls. November 2019.
“How hard it was to lose Autumn in one terrible moment, waking up in the morning after a heavy sleep. Letting go of her hands… This disgustingly clean and cold snow outside, I breathe it in from the open windows. Snowflakes settle to the bottom of my lungs… How painful inside, when the coldness claims the most dearest to heart. How I want to forget myself in a long multi-tiered dream…
Like she didn’t die, I did. But I feel the pain, cold claws into my flesh, means I’m still alive.”
Always The Alpha 